argh

all today ive felt re-heheally cranky.
not sure why.

but argh...at these moments work stresses me out the most..and at these times i feel most like a failure.

procrastination.

that's what ive been doing all along..and that makes me mad when usually it wouldnt. i hate it when ppl pressure me...when i tell someone, "i cant do it." i mean it..i work at my own pace, i dont want ppl telling me wat to do. i like doing it on my own...i think ive grown attached to that.

screw wat ne1 else says. i dont need their pressure. ill do it on my own, when i want, when i can, without worrying about breaking ne promises.
i didnt make a promise, if she says i did, then she made a promise i cant keep. ill try my best, but at my own pace, i dun need the pressure.

few. good to let that go ~0.o~

-hoshi